My 19th Bday

woke up 8am in the morning..
wan go do all the uni de stuff..
bodycheck la, sah all the doc la, pay the fee la n etc..
i lai hui my house 3times.. 4gt this go bec take, 4gt tat go bec take..
haizz.. go tired~ go bec home pun wan 3sumthing liao ah..
extreme de tired....

i glad tat i m maxis user.. cz gt free talk today..
wow! non-stop talking start frm midnite.. XD
siok lo!! if evyday is my bday jiu great la! hahaa. .
i oso received many i unexpected de ppl de wishes..
thx to all my dearest frenzz la.. vry gud to hv u all..
Best Frenz Forever.. love u guys~~
vry gan dong.. . ..

at here i wan to say sry to a person.. m(_ _)m ゴメンナサイ
this person at australia study nw..
although so far, she stil phone me on my bday n sure vry expensive de.. =.=
but hor, i doin the uni stuff so not free to talk to her..
haizz.. paiseh wif her nia.. let her call til the 3rd times i baru free to talk wif her..
sry la, dun angry oh! but she reali vry wu sim.. so expensive pun call lai wish me..
hard find a fren lik this. appreciate.. i so so so touch~ thank her! and i miss her there..
take care ya my dear fren!

hey frenz! u all no nid to feel sry bout din celebrate bday wif me..
i understand de.. nw all vry bz doin uni de thing including me n some oso studying la..
so, is ok la~~ nvm de..

but i felt shi wang wif my family member lo..
din celebrate wif me langsung n someone even din wish me at all.. T.T
pek chek-ING of them,
no mood tat nite (not bcz of din celebrate my bday) cz sumthing happen ..
i gotta go kl a few days more.. they dun even think of wan farewell wif me?
this is my 1st time go so far study.. and i m alone.. depend on myself!
my bday, who cares? they wil think of it? nvr!!
i m a part of this family?? i dunno..
go kl is great for me, i hope to go thre i dunwan bec jungle..
go thre i vry siok excited but worrying oni one thing: mom sure vry lonely
who wil listen to her when she gossip?
who wil bring her out 4 shopping?
who wil accompany her?
who wil slip bside her evynite?
sure she vry sad, tat's y i dun let her go to my uni.. she sure cant tahan n cry de..
haizzzzzz.. . . . .

evytime when i m sad, i always pretending hapi but actually i m not hapi..
y so susah?? suffering myself..
choose to kip secret in heart dun wan tell others..
but
this is me!!